it may be psychological (that doesn’t mean is not real tho) and that sucks

or it may be because of inflammation, it causes subtle differences in the way you look (specially how you see yourself). most people won’t notice tho

yeah right? never met an english speaker that got past the most basic levels of spanish

you’ve said it yourself, you didn’t use basque outside of school

the education system acknowledges this and makes you repeat the curriculum year after year, so you can get your B2 certificate upon finishing high school